
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
meat and masts
Random couple pictures from my phone.
Amazing porterhouse steak from Harris' last weekend in San Francisco. 21 oz. and dry aged to perfection. Apparently dry aging takes much longer and very few places do it anymore. 50$ and worth every penny.

Tuesday, March 29, 2011
back to san francisco
Second time in two months. This time it was a bachelor's party for a high school friend. He is marrying another high school friend and they asked me to officiate the wedding. Not sure if I know what I'm doing, but I've been learning about ceremony details and refreshing myself on the meaning of marriage. None of it seems particularly difficult, but there is a weighty feeling of responsibility hovering over such a large life event.
It's been fun meeting with them and getting to know them as a couple. They've been so occupied with the logistics that the finer points of marriage haven't really settled in. I've been able to get them to think a little bit more about the symbolic and personal aspects of the commitment they are entering. We are trying to get a more concrete script worked out this week. The wedding is going down in a month and I'm really looking forward to it.
Any advice married people?













Full set here.
It's been fun meeting with them and getting to know them as a couple. They've been so occupied with the logistics that the finer points of marriage haven't really settled in. I've been able to get them to think a little bit more about the symbolic and personal aspects of the commitment they are entering. We are trying to get a more concrete script worked out this week. The wedding is going down in a month and I'm really looking forward to it.
Any advice married people?













Full set here.
Thursday, March 17, 2011
moving parts
In a couple days, I will be moving in with a friend who just bought a condo. For one year and six months, I have been living by myself. These are my reflections.
I don't like living by myself. At first, after sharing an apartment with four other guys, it was a breath of fresh air to be on my own. So much easier to keep the kitchen and bathroom clean. And I could finally set up all my music gear and do some decorating. And no more falling asleep to the sounds of Smash Brothers in the living room. It felt great to move beyond college life.
However, it was an exceedingly difficult transition. Not only was I forced to reevaluate the more important aspects of life, I had to do it stone cold alone. All the structure that sustained my previous life had crumbled. It was like a bridge that had lost its main supports. The roadway still functioned, but it was without strength. For a while, the trains kept chugging across and the bridge was suspended by my sheer force of will. I could not hold out forever though, and through the months, good habits deteriorated into bad habits.
Most noticeably, my inner life has suffered and I find myself less frequently intellectually and emotionally stimulated. External distractions have taken over. Instead of reading, or exercising, or writing, I pop in a DVD and numb myself in endless entertainment. I fear the ease of becoming awash in a sea of empty commercialism and consumerism is the greatest temptation of this generation.
I am looking forward to flipping past the last pages of this chapter of my life. It has been 18 months of limbo, a period which, though not altogether pleasant, nor altogether over, had to happen the way that it has. I have always admired and emulated the Lone Ranger mentality, yet again finding that it works best on the silver screen. We cannot function as islands indefinitely. Discipline runs thin without guidance, will weakens without direction, and freedom loses meaning without boundaries.
I am still searching for somewhere that feels like home. I am hopeful that this next step is a few miles closer than the last one.
I don't like living by myself. At first, after sharing an apartment with four other guys, it was a breath of fresh air to be on my own. So much easier to keep the kitchen and bathroom clean. And I could finally set up all my music gear and do some decorating. And no more falling asleep to the sounds of Smash Brothers in the living room. It felt great to move beyond college life.
However, it was an exceedingly difficult transition. Not only was I forced to reevaluate the more important aspects of life, I had to do it stone cold alone. All the structure that sustained my previous life had crumbled. It was like a bridge that had lost its main supports. The roadway still functioned, but it was without strength. For a while, the trains kept chugging across and the bridge was suspended by my sheer force of will. I could not hold out forever though, and through the months, good habits deteriorated into bad habits.
Most noticeably, my inner life has suffered and I find myself less frequently intellectually and emotionally stimulated. External distractions have taken over. Instead of reading, or exercising, or writing, I pop in a DVD and numb myself in endless entertainment. I fear the ease of becoming awash in a sea of empty commercialism and consumerism is the greatest temptation of this generation.
I am looking forward to flipping past the last pages of this chapter of my life. It has been 18 months of limbo, a period which, though not altogether pleasant, nor altogether over, had to happen the way that it has. I have always admired and emulated the Lone Ranger mentality, yet again finding that it works best on the silver screen. We cannot function as islands indefinitely. Discipline runs thin without guidance, will weakens without direction, and freedom loses meaning without boundaries.
I am still searching for somewhere that feels like home. I am hopeful that this next step is a few miles closer than the last one.
"I wish'd to live without committing any fault at any time; I would conquer all that either natural inclination, custom, or company might lead me into. As I knew, or thought I knew, what was right and wrong, I did not see why I might not always do the one and avoid the other. But I soon found that I had undertaken a task of more difficulty than I had imagined. While my care was employ'd in guarding against one fault, I was often surprised by another; habit took the advantage of inattention; inclination was sometimes too strong for reason. I concluded, at length, that the mere speculative conviction that it was our interest to be completely virtuous, was not sufficient to prevent our slipping."
-Benjamin Franklin, The Autobiography of Benjamin Franklin
Monday, March 14, 2011
one for the money
Remember my parents' friend? The one with the awesome house in Newport Beach? He threw another party, this time at his newly finished house in Laguna Beach. Five stories, an elevator, a movie theater, and a "disco," all sitting on top of a private beach. Infinity pool, a hidden room, LED lighting and speakers everywhere. Uh-maze-ing.
Bonus: Getting to catch up with some childhood friends that I haven't seen in years.
Not-so-bonus: Dancing to Lady Gaga with DJ lights and fog in the same room with my parents. Who were also dancing.

Bonus: Getting to catch up with some childhood friends that I haven't seen in years.
Not-so-bonus: Dancing to Lady Gaga with DJ lights and fog in the same room with my parents. Who were also dancing.


Thursday, March 3, 2011
custom table finished
Took some time to paint and add finishing touches to the table I designed. Turned out really good! The black textured paint came out very even and really highlights the engine. Also added some felt pads and plastic end caps to finish everything off. Took a time lapse video of the painting part. Fun but messy project. I really wish I had a garage to work in.










Wednesday, February 23, 2011
cruel cruel fate
I have been periodically applying and interviewing for jobs for a few months. No offers. Until yesterday. I had applied for a patent examiner position at the Patent Office in Washington DC in November, knowing that they would take a while to get back to me. Earlier this month, they did, after I had forgotten about it. They scheduled a phone interview, which I thought I bombed, and offered me a position yesterday. A position with great pay, in a new city, and a couple friends already work there. Everything I was looking for.
Catch.
Because of a hiring freeze starting March 1st, I would have to start on February 28th. That's this Monday. I would have to give two weeks notice and move across the country in 6 days. Even if I had zero responsibilities that would be difficult. I had to turn it down. From what I hear, there is no telling when they will start hiring again. Mad disappointed. Closest chance yet to get out of this rut.
Catch.
Because of a hiring freeze starting March 1st, I would have to start on February 28th. That's this Monday. I would have to give two weeks notice and move across the country in 6 days. Even if I had zero responsibilities that would be difficult. I had to turn it down. From what I hear, there is no telling when they will start hiring again. Mad disappointed. Closest chance yet to get out of this rut.
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
first road trip of 2011
Made a quick trip up to San Francisco because my friend was in town for a couple days on her way back home.









As always, click to expand and full set on flickr.









As always, click to expand and full set on flickr.
Monday, February 21, 2011
Friday, February 18, 2011
quick update
A handful of things going on lately, but haven't pulled enough of it together to post. Maybe soon. Gotta get to editing some recent pictures.
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
three more quotes in scarlet
"To the high mountain peaks of faith and sanctity he would have climbed, had not the tendency been thwarted by the burden, whatever it might be, of crime or anguish, beneath which it was his doom to totter, It kept him down on a level with the lowest; him, the man of ethereal attributes, whose voice the angels might else have listened to and answered! But this very burden it was that gave him sympathies so intimate with the sinful brotherhood of mankind; so that his heart vibrated in unison with theirs, and received their pain into itself and sent its own throb of pain through a thousand other hearts, in gushes of sad, persuasive eloquence. Oftenest persuasive, but sometimes terrible! The people knew not the power that moved them thus."
There on the table, with the inky pen beside it, was an unfinished sermon, with a sentence broken int he midst, where his thoughts had ceased to gush out upon the page two days before. He knew that it was himself, the thin and white-cheeked minister, who had done and suffered these things, and written thus far into the Election Sermon! But he seemed to stand apart, and eye this former self with scornful pitying, but half-envious curiosity. That self was gone. Another man had returned out of the forest--a wiser one--with a knowledge of hidden mysteries which the simplicity of the former never could have reached. A bitter kind of knowledge that!"
"But there was a more real life for Hester Prynne, here, in New England, than in that unknown region where Pearl had found a home. Here had been her sin; here, her sorrow; and here was yet to be her penitence. She had returned, therefore, and resumed--of her own free will, for not the sternest magistrate of that iron period would have imposed it--resumed the symbol of which we have related so dark a tale. Never afterwards did it quit her bosom. But, in the lapse of the toilsome, thoughtful, and self-devoted years that made up Hester's life, the scarlet letter ceased to be a stigma which attracted the world's scorn and bitterness, and became a type of something to be sorrowed over, and looked upon with awe, yet with reverence too."
-Nathaniel Hawthorne, The Scarlet Letter
I find that the literature which resonates with me often contains familiar themes.
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