Thursday, December 25, 2008
What is it about family that brings out the worst in me? Why do I revert to someone I am not anymore? How deep do the wounds go? Healed on the outside, still bleeding internally. Where does it end? Lessons learned dozens of times never seem to stick.
I have a vision of what it could be, but that vision is so foreign it might as well be someone else's. Even the small inroads are blocked off with concrete barriers and caution tape. I only make it worse.
"You give me hope in the things I forgot hope could be found."